Final

Lately its all about the word final. I finally turned 21 and entered into my final year of my university degree. Alot has been going on lately and i have finally got my confidence back.

After a long time i realised i wouldnt be waiting around for someone anymore. Sometimes its necessary to make a decision that doesnt rest easy on your heart but it wouldnt be called a neccessary decision if it wasnt necessary. This is my final decesion on that matter. I know ive made the right decesion because in 5yrs time i will be able to tell myself there was no more i could do. But could you say the same, it is often you dont realise what you have until its long gone.

Final year in university, whats next? I wish i was able to give it all my concentration but i cant. There is no point in spending all ones time concentrating on the future if one doesnt live past tomorrow. Do you need to concentrate on living until tomorrow? Not if everything is handed to you on a plate. Are you 25 and living at home with your parents? If you answered yes then you dont need to concentrate.

It has also finally emerged in my mind recently that there is very few of us left. And by us i mean honest caring people. Did you need to tell that lie ? Did you need to drag me into your lie ? Did you need to try and justify your cheating ?

Can you trust in someone who lies and decieves other people and then tells you about it ? Should that just be can you trust someone ?

Have people finally lost the plot ? Have you finally lost the best thing that ever happened to you ? Is this the final or just the final of round one ?

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