Much to do

So at the end of this summer i will be turning 21. A scary thought i know but there isnt much i can do to avoid this event !! But i can avoid the country and thus avoiding any sort of party or gift giving people have planned.

The enormity of the event has really been playing on my mind recently. Not in the aging way but in the "ive so much to do before im 30 way". By 30 i want the dream job, the dream car, the dream nose and to have just purchased the dream plot of land on to which i will build the dream house. Enough money to travel the world on exotic holidays. In a discuission with a friend recently i told them this and they said what about marriage? Marriage i said ? To be honest it wasnt in my plan, not because i didnt want it to be but rather i had totally not even considered there would be an opportunity for me to get married. If i have the dream house, car and job i would be happy right? I want to do it on my own, and i have always been like this. Its a stubborn trait of mine but what if i do it all and stick to my plan and find im wandering around my dream house cleaning and realise im lonely. I dont want to be a male version of a cat lady!!

So now the question is do i alter my plans of what my priorities are before im 30, or do i just leave the marriage priority to be between 30 and 40. Failing to plan is planning to fail! But are life plans completely pointless.

I mean look what has happened to me in the last 6months never mind 10 years. I got a degree, won a modelling contest, did a front cover of a magazine, had my half naked body plastered acrossed notice boards and projected onto the side of buildings, done an ecolgical survey of a valley in gran caneria, had a nasty hate facebook page set up againts me, moved to San Francisco only to come home again, worked my ass off, auditioned for a meteor t.v advert, realised men are bastards. But bastards are good. And found out who my genuine friends are.

Maybe life goals are slighty more realistic. Rules are made to be broken and it my perogative to change my mind. But once i get going there is no stopping me. Bring it on 21

xoxo
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